And Then You Were Two...

Dear W,

Sometimes I feel like a broken record when I tell people “the days are long but the years are short”.  It not only sums up life in Haiti but also life with small children, because somehow here we are a year later celebrating your second birthday.

You have endured so much this past year; an EEG, CT scan, surgery, feeding tubes, medications, SO many medications. This has not been an easy year for you and it hasn’t been an easy year for me watching you struggle.  We clocked so many hours in the rocking chair during long days and sleepless nights when you were in so much pain and discomfort.  Yet somehow, you’ve come out on the other side of it all as one of the happiest kids I know.

My two favorite parts of the day with you are first thing in the morning and right before I put you to bed.  When I get you out of your crib in the morning not only does your face light up but your entire body lights up.  Since you’re the early bird and S likes to sleep in we usually spend some one on one time in the morning.  We sit on the porch and you drink your milk while I drink my coffee and read Psalms to you.  At night I used to have to rock you to sleep every day.  But now you don’t really “need” me to.  I still do it anyway though, because you are the best snuggler and it’s my other favorite part of our routine.

You love the water whether it’s the pool or the beach or the shower.  With your new lifejacket you can float in the pool and you always have the biggest smile on your face as you just love to kick your legs and splash in the water.  Your favorite foods right now are yogurt, potatoes, and just about any fruit.  You recently had a breakthrough with the sippy cup, so strawberry milk is one of your favorites now too.  You love to be read to and even though you are usually getting fussy at bedtime you will instantly calm down and get a big smile on your face when it’s time to read from the Jesus Storybook Bible.  You also get very excited whenever it’s time to pray and I help you to fold your chubby little hands.  You always always get a big smile on your face when we say “amen”.  Your new favorite song is Unstoppable God.  There’s a line in that song “Impossible things in Your name they shall be done” that always reminds me of you because you are already doing things that doctors told me would be impossible for you to do.

I'll keep praying for God to accomplish many more impossible things in and through your life W.  And maybe now that you're two I'll stop calling you the baby, but I'm not making any promises...

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Bon Fet Pak

We had a great Easter weekend.  We had a Good Friday service with lots of the other COTP missionary staff, nannies, and kids.  S & W got to go to an Easter egg hunt on Saturday.   We celebrated Easter Sunday with our COTP family.  What a blessed weekend to celebrate Jesus' resurrection!

Merry Christmas!

Dear Friends and Family,

Greeting from Lagossette, Haiti! As the Christmas season is upon us and the new year is quickly approaching I’ve been reflecting on all the happenings at COTP form the past year.  

One of the most exciting changes for my medical staff has been the construction of our new nurses’ room.  We now have a dedicated space to take care of our sickest kids here at COTP. It’s been incredible to see my Haitian nursing staff develop their skills and to watch them provide the hands on care for the most fragile kids we care for. There was a time when I took care of all of those children within my own home, but in 2017 my nurses were able to provide that direct hands on care for every child that we admitted. It has been so rewarding to invest in and train our Haitian staff and I am so proud of the level of care that they’re providing. 

There have also been so many other reasons to celebrate in 2017.  S successfully finished her therapy for tuberculosis.  We launched our new special needs outreach program.  I celebrated the birth of my godson.  W turned one and S turned two.  We prepared for two major hurricanes, but by the grace of God, were spared from both.  We saw three (and hopefully a fourth by the end of the year) children united with their forever families.  It’s been an exciting year and we can’t wait to see what God is going to do in 2018!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Blessings,

Courtney

Thank you so very much for your partnership and support.  Our work at COTP would not be possible without you.  Thank you for investing in COTP and the children and families that we love and serve.

T

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The Days Are Long But The Years Are Short

“The days are long but the years are short.”  Those words took on a new meaning when I moved to Haiti.  The days here can be so very long.  Tasks that would be so simple to accomplish in the States turn into major projects here.  Days here can seem so incredibly long, the needs before us seem unending, the work is never done.  Yes the days are long, yet somehow more than two and half years have gone by in an instant.  How did that happen?  Have I really lived in Haiti for that long?  Yes, those words took on a new meaning when I moved to Haiti, but then they reached a new level when two little ones moved into my home.  The days and nights stretched on even longer.  Countless hours were spent just making sure these two medically fragile babies just kept breathing and eating.  Yet somehow those long days have turned into years and today S, the baby who first entered my home as a five week old infant, turns two years old.  My goodness were some of those days SO incredibly long and challenging, yet those two years seem to have passed by in the blink of an eye.  How is that little baby now a two-year-old?

S, today as you turn two we celebrate you.  We celebrate all the hardships you’ve overcome and the amazing little girl that you are today.  You are fearfully and wonderfully made.  The other day we were standing in the back of church and I was flipping you upside down, a game that you love and that cracks you up.  I’d flip you, you’d laugh like crazy, and when I picked you up, you’d look at me with a mix of joy and anticipation, awaiting the next time I’d turn you upside down.  Today, I can’t help but look at you with that same mix of joy and anticipation.  I’m so joyful to be witness to all that you’ve accomplished in your two years and I’m filled with so much anticipation to see what God is going to do next in your little life.

You are doing so many fun things right now.  You are constantly babbling up a storm.  Though I don’t know exactly what you’e saying, you are always carrying on conversations.  You absolutely love the water.  You love bath time each night and have a blast whenever you can splash around in a pool.  You still love to be read to and always listen so intently to your bedtime story.  You know who your people are and are very skeptical of those you don’t know.  It always cracks us up when you glance over the top of your glasses to give someone the stink eye.  For a kid who didn’t sleep at all for the first year and half of your life, you’ve now become my champion sleeper.  Most mornings I have to wake you up for physical therapy or church.  You’re definitely not a morning person but it’s ok, neither am I.  Your giggle makes all of us smile.  You find Katie particularly hilarious and she can almost always get you to crack up.

You bring so much joy to those around you!  Happy Birthday S!  You are loved!

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Finding Joy in the Little Things

One of my roles here at COTP is fostering two incredibly awesome kiddos, each of whom has special needs.  S has lived with me for the past year and a half and W joined our home a little over a year ago.  Even though the past 1.5 years have been super challenging for them medically, I love having the opportunity to foster them and to walk alongside them in this season of their life.  When you’re parenting kids with special needs you don’t always get to celebrate the “typical” milestones that other people do.  Their first birthdays were both truly a celebration of the fact that they even made it to that milestone!  People often ask me if they’ve started walking or talking yet, because those are the typical things you’d expect kids this age to be doing.  It can feel defeating to repeatedly tell people all the things your kids can’t do.  Instead I choose to focus on all the things these two little miracle babies can do.

S has a very complex past medical history, including two occasions when she had a cardiac arrest and had CPR to revive her.  For a lot of reasons she has a very extreme oral aversion and gets most of her nutrition via a G-tube in her stomach.  But she has made incredible progress over the past year and can now take in small amounts of food by mouth.  This past week she ate a goldfish cracker.  One whole goldfish cracker!  It took her twenty minutes, but she did it!  What an accomplishment that was for her!  I was amazed and so incredibly proud. 

W is almost fifteen-months-old and has very low tone, he’s still working to be able to hold his head up.  He’s also severely vision impaired.  Between his low tone and vision impairment it’s hard for him to play with most toys in the way that other kids do.  This weekend he had his arm up in the air and I kissed his hand, which will always get him to smile.  He then started to wave his hand around in the air, trying to find me, and smiling whenever he touched my face and I kissed his hand.  Later in the day he had a toy piano beside him that flashes bright lights (which he can see) and plays music.  His hand touched the keys once and started the music, then he did it again, and again.  I could see the look on his face that he was figuring it out.  The little wheels in his head were turning as he was discovering that he could make the music play.  That was the first day he did something intentional with his arms and I was so proud of him.  It was such a small thing, but for him it was huge!

Our days here look a little different.  They’re filled with lots of medications, therapies, braces, and feeding tubes.  I haven’t been able to celebrate a first word or first step yet.  But I promise you that I was even prouder of them for the milestones that they reached this week.  This week we are celebrating goldfish crackers and toy pianos.  To think, I could have missed out on the joy of those accomplishments, if they were developing in a “typical” way.  Instead my heart is bursting with joy and pride in the little things.  Thank you Jesus that I get to be witness to these miracles first hand every day.

I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made -Psalm 139:14  

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Dear W

I intended to write to you for your first birthday.  But as always time got away from me.  So I hope you’ll forgive me and instead I thought I’d write to you today, commemorating one year since you came to live at COTP.

I look back at pictures from when you first came home and I can hardly believe that’s you.  You were so tiny, so sick, and just so so fragile.  You looked like a wrinkled eighty year old man in a four pound body. You had a lot of acute issues for us to deal with right off the bat, namely malnutrition, jaundice, pertussis, and poor feeding.  Those pertussis coughing spells when you struggled to breath were so scary, especially when you were already so weak. The only good thing about pertussis was that it meant you had to be isolated, so we had five days of one on one time. After your rough start in life, it seemed only appropriate to give you a little extra TLC and one on one care.  It was clear right from the start what a sweet little man you were.  It was also clear that you were going to have me wrapped around your little finger.

Even though that first week was so rough, you were continually getting better and stronger. Soon your sunken eyes and sagging skin were replaced with chubby cheeks and rolls on your thighs.  It seemed like we had overcome your medical difficulties.  But as the months went by, I learned that there was more going on in your little body than we initially knew.  Your rough start in life has left you with some long term medical issues.  In fact these last three months have been really, really tough as a result of some of those issues.  I’ve struggled to find answers, something to make you feel better.  I wish I could take away all of your pain and struggles, but I can’t.  So together we’ll keep looking for answers and praying for Jesus to bring healing to your little body.

You love to be read to and really enjoy textured board books that you can feel.  Your favorite song is Joy by Housefires, you always smile and love to dance when it comes on.  It’s perfect for you, because not only are you such a joyful little boy but you bring so much joy to those around you too.  Though you’re not a fan of the pool you love bath/shower time and getting a good massage with your post bath time lotion.  I love the way your whole face lights up and you kick your legs when I pick you up out of your crib in the morning.  Your absolute favorite thing in the world is snuggling and rocking in the rocking chair, it might just be one of my favorite things too.  When you smile you have the cutest dimples and little gap between your two front teeth.  You already love it when we pray and flash that sweet smile whenever I say “amen”.

Every day I pray for your health, that you’ll know how much God loves you, and that you’ll be with your forever family very soon.  I don’t know how many days you’ll be in my arms and under my roof.  But I know that for as long as that is, I’ll cherish you.  I’ll fight for you.  I’ll protect you.  And I’ll most definitely love you. 

Happy one year little man, you are so very loved!

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Happy Easter! Bon Fet Pak!

It's crazy that this is already my third year celebrating Easter here in Haiti.  Today's celebration included some goodies for the kids (thanks Mom, Julie, and Annie!), a worship service here at COTP, a grilled turkey with friends, and Skype time with my family in Florida.  What a blessed day to celebrate our risen savior.  

"He is not here, for He has RISEN as He said." -Matthew 28:6

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